Funky & Flow, miss Ntalia

You never know how cruel people could be, when You try to be as nice and as NORMAL as You only can, what You get back is rudness and other bad emotions and actions. Being a choreographer and working with people ( especially kids ) has so many good points and make me wanna do more for em, but sometimes, believe me, when people seem so ungreatfull and even more, when they seem so nasty to You without a good reason, keep on hatin, what do You feel? You know what ? I feel pain, deep down in my heart. The deal is I almost work for free I do free workshops for kids just because I love it and I know they love it, so why not. I dont have cash for my 2nd dance universary but I don't give a shit, I give them lessons cause I know they can be better and better. Yesterday one of my "ex" kids mom texted me that I am all about money and I dont care about anything else. Do You believe it ? The reason why she said that was I asked her daughter to return me 20$ for her dance outfit I purhased for her for HER own request. So if she said she will pay why shouldnt I ask if I payed for it from my own pocket? So now I only care about cash and I have no idea how to treat kids. Great. I spend so many hours with this girl, helpin her with technique and everything, and that's what I'm gettin back. Everytime they perform somewhere I feel so emotionaly touched, I almost cry. And THAT'S what I'm gettin in return. You know what ? I'm totally angry right now, but I just have to get used to it. It's not the 1st time and of course not the last one. Ok, the video for today is Nike Boots choreography by Lyle Beniga, My friends - KraTka & Mapet showed me this video, it's SICK! totally love it.

The life now it's so crazy. Things are happening faster than I can imagine, I tried to slow em down, but nothing works. It feels like I'm in some kind of coma, I have a hazy recollection of those events and things happening in my life. The main thing in my life now is my group. There is nothing that means more to me right now. I just wonder how many people who are in it with me right now feels the same. I do believe everyone is, but I also has those voices in my head, they sayin to me, that I should believe only myself. Only myself. "Memories don't live like people do, they always remember you whether things are good or bad, it's just the memories" - I got crush on Mos Def ( again, part 1827364872683, yeap ). Listen to the song I post on the end of my post, I do love it.
Funny how in age of my 20s I become fully aware of many things. Hip hop in 1st line. Like we are who we are just because of history, we have to know what has happened 10-20-30 years ago to  truly understand what we should do now. If You don't get what i mean I will show You short example about rap music. It wasn't all because of bit***, money, cars, drinks, joints... It was a voice of young black community who wanted people just to listen them and what is most important - respect them. I am a proud part of ZULU Nation and I would love You to check what it is if You dont know, then join them too. "The Universal Zulu Nation is an international hip hopawareness group formed and headed by hip hop pioneer Afrika Bambaataa. Originally known simply as the Organization, it arose in the 1970s as reformed New York Citygang members began to organize cultural events for youth, combining local dance and music movements into what would become known as the various elements of hip hop culture."
Peace to all people.